rockerboyy

2010-10-20T12:38:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to school to help the dancers to play piano accompaniment, hehe, whole day yesterday I was very down, and my facial expression could show it, I couldn't hide it from anyone, haha. I guess io'm not really a good actor :P so Hong Yi, Fang Zi, Zhu Wen and Guo Nan, were sitting at the school's living room, they already knew I had things on my mind, so they asked me what happened, so I told them, How much I regretted my mistakes and how much Sheryl would give me a chance to be with her again, I cried... and then they cheered me up ^_^ thanks China friends :D without you guys around, I was sure I was gonna die >.< haha,

hmm, been waiting for sheryl's smses the whole day, every msg I received from her, i was so happy, but she has been so cold to me, she replies me with so many 'hahahahas' and 'hehehees' I am sure she is just smsing me because she has to ): ... haha nevermind was so happy that I received her smses ^_^

So Zhu Wen and Guo nan bought M&Ms and different kinds of baby chocolates for me :D and I was so sad, I didn't even wanna accept them offering me M&Ms >.< but in the end, they took my hand and poured half the packet of chocolate onto my hand, haha! I was so surprised xD and so I ate the M&Ms slowly and soon they melted in my hand and my right hand was so colorful hahaa!!! Such good friends ^_^

And then later they told Fang Zi, our tian shang bang leader about how sad I was, and Fang Zi asked them to take hong yi and me back to Fang Zi and Meng Ling's house and she will cook spaghetti for us to eat :D and then when we went to Fang Zi and Meng Ling's house and from outside I could smell the delicious spaghetti., chinese style xD haha! was so delicious, had not been eating anything for 2 days, and when I smelt the tomato sauce it was so delicious ^_^

And me and Hong Yi started playing with their guitar and we sang songs ^_^ it was raining, it was sad but we sang songs and we harmonised and that kind of feeling is so sentimental hehe :D everyone sang along with us and they started to play china poker :D something like dai di xD but needs 3 decks of cards even played with the jokers haha! :P nice game xD but I drank fruit wine and was having a headache :P so I didnt play haha!

And their house had a super cute rabbit called LUCAS! and he is so cute! he looks like a ball of fur xD with fur also covering his eyes! :D hahaha! cutes to the max xDDD!!!! hehe! if it is anything lucas sure cheered me up alot ^_^ hehe!

Smoked 3 sticks yesterday... drank.... Slept at their house,

They talked to me and cheered me up, and scolded me for being unfaithful to Sheryl, they told me how girls wanted to be treated as a man's one and only, and I was remorseful because I told them how regretful I was, but they said they are my friends and they They encouraged me to chase sheryl back and they will help me but i was having too much a bad headache xD So I fell asleep at the sofa while they were playing poker haha, and sheryl replied me, and they helped me reply sheryl to say that I really wanted to see her again, haha, and so when I woke up i saw that they helped me reply sheryl >.< and then I replied her good night and I fell asleep again ^_^ hehe, I am sure glad I have found new friends that really care about me! :D:D

Last night, I dreamt about sheryl........

been missing her much lately,
she will always on my mind..

Let's rock anyway :D

2010-10-16T13:25:00.001+08:00

^_^

2010-10-16T11:46:00.008+08:00

It has ended, me and sheryl's relationship has ended.

1. She went out with her friends

2. She sort out her thoughts because her friends talked to her

3. and the next day she told me she wanted to break up.

That day she asked me whether i wanted to go with night safari with her to accompany her

i said i didn't wanna go, because i wanted her to be happy with her friends, and even guy friends, I didn't mind at all..

I should have went with her, spent time with her. And make her feel loved. But I didn't, this one mistake that I made cost me the LOVE OF MY LIFE. Sheryl is the love of my life.

I went through all our pictures, the first day we got together, we went to ben and jerry's and then I will send her cute smses everyday and try to make her happy, we gave our imaginary babyboy and babygirl names, we lived in our own perfect world. i tried to make her happy.

but in the end she told me she wants to be free

THE REASON IS TO BE FREE

yes it is. I had done her wrong, I had lied, because i didn't want her to misunderstand.. but this action actually caused her to think that i lie to her, and she felt distraught, but after she recovered when she went out with her friends, it caused her to consider possibilities of not being with me..

I am very upset, but I do not shed tears, I am so upset that i do not shed tears.

maybe it is interesting for you all to know what happened to our relationship...

yes in the mystery method, it talked about being together and then breaking up is inevitable, i want to break this curse of an inevitable breakup. So i force myself to love her when i loose interest in her again, time and again, yes i tell myself to be with her again, and find back my feelings towards her.. as a man you know it is hard to keep your eyes from looking here and there at other girls, but at least i have been responsible to this relationship, i tell myself i have only her, SHERYL.

but she doesnt want to, she tells me she cannot love me anymore, because she wants to be free... from our vivo city days, our happy times, from "riven ah, i don't see you as a friend anymore" "really sheryl?! i love you so much too! MUAACKS! :D"

to the end.... and in the end nothing matters anymore... as i write this, i finally, have tears welling up in my eyes.. I am serious about her, i am willing to break the curse of inevitable break up, i am so willing..... i am really willing... tears flow down my cheeks...... I know!! JOSIE, i have cheated on you!! I am sorry! and about davis!! i caused you your life! I know i deserve this, but i am just a man with flesh and blood and a heart.. and a mind full of nonsense, i am just only skin and blood.. why?

I KNOW I KNOW! but i'm just a man, what can I do?! who can understand?! at least! i tried, i know i scred up! and i tried to be responsible to our relationship, i tried to ask for you hand back! i tried to tell myself that i am only yours.. i belong to you only, and i did, i successfully did! i wanted to go to the restaurant to sing you a song, with you by chris brown, to ask for your forgiveness, but before i go about doing that, you called it quits, josie...

but i got over josie and sheryl came along

sheryl.. my dear sheryl. my heart yearns for you.

I know i deserve this, but i am just a man with flesh and blood and a heart.. and a mind full of nonsense, i am just only skin and blood.. why? I just want your accompaniment... I am just skin and blood.

the curse of inevitable break up and luscious freedom, is very tempting.

in the end, it is like this, it doesnt matter anymore, ppl die and go into ashes, ashes turn into nothing, just like our relationship, it is all memories now, just like a chip in the computer.. nothing already.

my blog post on 3rd of july 2010:

i miss having dinner with you ,

i miss playing nintendo wii with you .

i miss sitting beside you and see you talking to your friends on msn .

i miss lying beside you and kissing you .

i miss sitting on the sofa and secretly holding your hand behind mum when she is watching tv .

i miss hugging you in front of the mirror and taking pictures .

i miss the ribena tht you make for me when i am thirsty .

i miss playing with cassie

i miss kissing you .

i miss kissing you in th mrt

i miss holding your hand

i miss putting my face in your hair

i miss maammammming your tummy

i miss you wipe sweat off my face

i miss looking in your eyes and whispering to you saying i love you

looks like i am really really gonna miss all these forever. Sheryl making a cup of ribena for me, is not the same as any other girl.

I am just skin and blood, skin and blood doesnt matter at all, all that is left is a chip, floating about in the universe that sheryl and riven ever existed..

I really want ribena, sheryl made ribena for me... i miss the big cup that i drank ribena from, i really miss it alot. sheryl. i cry so much now.. baby boy, i miss baby boy, our blue teddy bear........

in the end it all these doesn't even matter anymore, my eyes cry and shed so much tears, that i cant even see what i am typing anymore, but nothing will change.. nothing will change....... i know it.. nothing will change..

dear god, pls forgive me of my sins and unrighteousness.... pls forgive me, and maybe sheryl will come back to me again....

Rockerbeebee and the triplet piggies , episode 15 :D

2010-03-30T19:36:00.002+08:00

Hihi all ! :DD i wrote a new story for beebee and her friends , starring my beebee as sheryl piggie , zining as zizi piggie , cheryl as cheryl piggie , melody as my melody th rabbit :D and ME as rockerbeebee ! :D okie ! So here goes , we'll start from episode 15 first k ? Next time i'll start from episode one and post on my blog :D okie ! :D here goes ........

Episode 15 of 'rockerbeebee and th triplet piggies' :

rockerbeebee pulls out his toy guitar and plays fer sheryl piggie sitting on the bonsai flower pot near th window singing song for sheryl piggie when the moon and stars are shining brighty in the sky , while little red riding hood and and the rest of the piggies are fast asleep :D sheryl piggie kissed rockerbeebee's cheeks . And rockerbeebee smiled sweetly and
Rockerbeebee wanted to kiss sheryl piggie back , and when he bout to kiss her lips , suddenly thr was a very loud explosion in th yard , th wolfmen soft toys have evolved into huge were wolves becos of th light of th full moon in the sky , they're bout to come in and hurt little red riding hood and th rest of th piggies ! Th wolfmen grabbed rockerbeebee and sheryl piggie and threw them off the flower pot , zizi piggie and cheryl piggie woke up dazzled and blurred and they tried to stop them by drawing their magic bows and shooting arrows , but thr wasn't any effect , th wolf men grabbed them and threw them aside too , little red riding hood woke up horrified and sat in th corner shivering . My melody woke up and sang a song , tried to make them fall asleep , but to no avail , one wolf man grabbed mymelody and kept her in his pocket , they grabbed little red riding hood and pulled her towards the seige chopper (a helicopter) , sheryl piggie and rocker beebee were horrified , they both ran towards the wolf men and said , ' leave our friend alone and give melody back to us ! ' they replied ' what are u going to do about it ? wahaha ! ' and stompped off , rockerbeebee grabbed sheryl piggie's hand and jumped and tried to fly with his wings which he never did before , first time , failed , 2nd time he tried again , still failed , third time .... he jumped and took flight , and held sheryl piggie's hand , ' beebee ! let's go save little red riding hood ! '

And ..................
To be continued in th nxt episode .......

XD xD xD xD hahaha !!!
Beebee ! Want knw what happened next ? :DDDDDD heeeheeeheeeheee ! XD okie la tell u wht happened nxt hehe xD

After tht th wolfmen smirked and drew out their laser gun and pointed it towards rockerbeebee , little red riding hood screamed , ' sheryl piggie and rocker beebee don't care bout me , u two go get th orb of life and hide it somewhr safe ! '
Sheryl piggie said , 'no we won't leave u behind ! '
Th wolf men shot their laser gun and rockerbee and sheryl piggie fell to the ground , zizi piggie and cheryl piggie ran over and picked rockerbeebee and sherylpiggie up ... The wolf men laughed and carried little red riding hood away , rockerbeebee eye's filled with tears , he and sheryl piggie have been burnt very badly , patches of his piggie fur have been burnt off revealing the cotton underneath , zizi piggie and cheryl piggie helped put out th flames on rockerbeebee and sheryl piggie , sheryl piggie said , ' beebee , let's go save little red riding hood , don't let th bad guys take her away , let's go ' sheryl piggie tried to get up but fell to th ground again , rockerebeebee was badly burnt till he could only move his fingers ... just then , one of th wolfmen came running back , he headed towards the house whr the glowing orb of life rolled out of under little red riding hood's bed , rockerbeebee thought in his mind , 'if he gets the orb of life , all shall be lost , i'll never get to see sheryl piggie and little red riding hood and the rest of th piggies ever again' aside frm his conciousness , he heard sheryl piggie , ' rocker beebee wake up , u cnt die ' tears streamed dwn her eyes , the rest of th piggies cried too .... Rockerbeebee thought , ' everyone loves me so much , i can die in peace and i won't have any regrets ... ' his eyes start closing half way ..... ' NO ! Little red riding hood and melody have been kidnapped ! And if they get the orb of life , all shall be lost and i'll not get to see sheryl piggie anymore ! '
Rockerbeebee's eye's glowed , turned from black to dark blue and it glowed and glowed and became light blue , the charred wings behind him glowed and became not charred anymore , the feathers grew back , and his whole small body began to shine brightly , and he started to grow bigger .... From a stuff toy pig , he grew into th size of a boy , and human features , a human nose , human ears , fingers started growing very fast .... Soon an angel was in the sky . He held to sheryl piggie and she also grew , she grew into a girl with wings . And when her fingers emerged , they were wrapped tightly round rockerbeebee's fingers ... zizi and cheryl piggie watched in awe . Sheryl piggie drew her arrow and shot one at the wolf men , ' release my friends ' she said .
By tht time , the wolfmen were half way to their seige chopper (the helicopter was provided by the enemy of state human terrorist secret service that helped the aliens find the orb of life , in return tht the aliens give thm power to conquere th world , they , obviously, have been tricked into agreement by the aliens ) th wolf man that grabbed th orb of life started running towards th ship , hopping tht rockerbee and sheryl piggie don't notice , rockerbeebee sat on the ground , his head looking at the ground , he said ' i can't believe how insolent u all are , u do not knw u are dealing with a rock star , does pudge (littleredriding hood's brother) even let u all listen to rock music ? '
Th wolf man holding the orb ran past rockerbeebee , rockerbeebee extended his hands and reached for his toy guitar , which is only just as small as his index finger , but when he held it , it transformed into a full fledged fender telecaster (the name of a very expensive real life guitar) , light blue , with diamond cut edges , he stood up and opened his eye lids , blue eyes emerged from those eye lids ... The wolf man with the orb continued running , ' i got the orb and you all will die , hahaha ! ' he said
Rockerbeebee said , ' i bet you have nvr heard me shredding on the guitar before , don't mess with me ' rockerbeebee played a guitar solo , his fingers ran across the neck of the guitar , the diamonds reflected th light of th moon , sheryl piggie exclaimed , ' give me back little red riding hood and melody ! ' she shot an arrow at th net tht was holding little red riding hood and melody and th net fell from the seige chopper , rockerbee played the solo and the path behind the wolf man's footsteps exploded like land mines , he screamed , 'ahhhhh' ... Boom ! Th explosion reached th feet of th wolf man , he flew into the air and lost grip of the orb of life , he fell to the side and turned into a lifeless tasmanian devil soft toy . Th rest of the wolf men attempted to recover th orb of life , but it was first recovered by cheryl piggie , 'i got it !!! :D ' she said ... Littleredridinghood and melody were falling and zizi piggie flew up for the first time and caught them , 'ooh hw heavy you guy are ! >.< ' she said . Melody said ' :D wow zizi u can fly and rockerbeebee is so cool and sheryl piggie is so beautiful , they have evolved into their human forms :D ' rockerbeebee shredded another solo , the sound wave were so powerful tht it caused an explosion to blow towards th chopper , 'damn it ! Let's retreat ! ' said th sergent who is a man frm th enemy of state terrorist secret service . They flew the chopper away , while leaving some of their comrades behind tht have been hit and turned back into tasmanian devil soft toys . Rockerbeebee and sheryl piggie became back their soft toy forms and fell asleep together in each other's arms on the grass in the yard , rockerbeebee's guitar became small again , littleredridinghood said , 'they have done a really good job , you all have done a very good job guys' the damaged yard , grew th grass back when the sun shone for th first time tht adventurous night , zizi piggie and sheryl piggie smiled whn they saw sheryl piggie and rockerbeebee hugging each other sleeping , melody flew and sat on littleredridinghood's shoulder and littleredridinghood held rockerbeebee and sheryl piggie in the same palm and the first light of the sun shone .... Then littleredridinghood walked back to her room and took the orb of life and hid under her bed once more and crawled into her bed , ' good night sheryl piggie , rockerbeebee , zizi piggie , cheryl piggie and melody , i love you all ' and littleredridinghood fell asleep soundly , mum and dad came into the room , mum said , ' oh look daddy , littlered ridinghood sure loves to see her boy and girl piggie soft toy together ' dad said , 'yes she's very cute , let's go out for breakfast , girls like to play with soft toys very much , it's normal .. We'll buy breakfast for her when we're back ' they closed the door , rockerbeebee smiled and opened his eye lids , blue eyes emerged , he saw sheryl piggie sleeping soundly hugging him and breathing slowly on his chest , rockerbeebee kissed sheryl piggie on the cheeks and smiled sweetly cos he saw sheryl piggie's face blush xD hehe , thn he closed his eyes and fell asleeep , and the sun shone brightly in the sky .......
And the credits start playing xDD and the ending theme song starts playing , rockerboy's song xD ' fly like an angel '

I wrote this new story fer beebee and her friends :DD featuring zizi and cheryl and melody hehe ! Hope u all like it ! :D beebee faster draw 'rockerbeebee and th triplet piggies' k ? Haha ! It's your job to draw le haha , cos i write th story ma xD I wuv u ^^ soon i will compose the 'fly like an angel' and put it online so u all cn download k ? :D hehe , let's rock ! :DDD

P.s. Rockerbeebee , sheryl piggie , zizi piggie , cheryl piggie and melody were all piggie soft toys , littleredriding hood loved listening to rock music and she's very creative and nice , she bought a finger sized elctric guitar and tied it to rockerbeebee's hands and made a little studded neck cuff for him and dressed him in a small biker jacket and made him wear two ear rings on his right piggie ear , she made small mittens and stockings and shiny earrings for zizi piggie , sheryl piggie and cheryl piggie , red mittens and stockings for zizi , pink ones fer sheryl and light blue ones for cheryl . budden little red riding hood discovered the orb of life in her yard one day while she was building a tent for her , then lifeless , piggie soft toys to play in . And accidentally she discovered th orb of life while trying to hit in the tent peg into the soil and broke . Since thn her soft toys came to life .... Along with the 20 different tasmanian devil soft toys that her brother kept as collections since young , in his room . And also the energy from the orb of life ignited th signal which signaled the aliens on their home planet one million light years away , who lost it on earth 154,000 years ago on a battle with monkey god from dragon ball Z who hid it in the soil of the earth to stop th alien's from conquering earth , as without the orb of life , the aliens's powerful army offensive technology reduced to very much primitive . Leaving them with the technology to fly their spaceships off the earth's atmosphere . Now litteredriding hood and rockerbee and the triplet piggies must hide the orb of life at all costs from the wolf men (tasmanian devil soft toys and minions of the aliens) to avoid a devastating intergalactic war .

2010-03-07T15:45:00.001+08:00

i miss having dinner with you ,

i miss playing nintendo wii with you .

i miss sitting beside you and see you talking to your friends on msn .

i miss lying beside you and kissing you .

i miss sitting on the sofa and secretly holding your hand behind mum when she is watching tv .

i miss hugging you in front of the mirror and taking pictures .

i miss the ribena tht you make for me when i am thirsty .

i miss playing with cassie

i miss kissing you .

i miss kissing you in th mrt

i miss holding your hand

i miss putting my face in your hair

i miss maammammming your tummy

i miss you wipe sweat off my face

i miss looking in your eyes and whispering to you saying i love you

2010-03-07T13:28:00.001+08:00

i understand le , your mummy scared you like me too much then run away with me ,
then she frustrated bout this :P
just becos sheryl like rockerboy too much xD
haha yep
yep baby , everythings gonna be fine k ? one day mummy will learn to trust me more , and then i will be able to come to your hse more often , and then one day zining will find a good boy that will make her happy everyday and sheryl and zining will go out on ladies night and talk about their bfs xD and then one day me and sheryl will get married for sure :D
at ritz carlton hotel xD
and our wedding car will be lamborghini :D
and then zining will married to her boyfriend at the same day with me and sheryl xD
and albin will have a girlfriend too :D
that loves playing games as much as him xD

haha! :D

right baby ? all these will happen de ^^

I LOVEN YOU :DD baby don sad k ? everything will surely work out in the end , and rockerboy will only love you muaacks :** AND THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER ! :DD

2010-03-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

i tell you all uh ! Girls must knw how to da pan , must knw hw to buy nice clothes , must knw hw to put make up nice nice , must knw hw to make her hair pretty pretty , must knw hw to be sweet , must knw hw to be gentle , must knw hw to cook or bake nice cookies and cakes :D

Like my sheryl :D

Hehe , thn laogong come back will see a pretty pretty girl at home wait fer him with dinner ready ma , hehe , sweet right ? ^^

Ping yan you veh poor thing , your gf don wan le la , she everyday don't listen to you , somemore everytime give u attitude , make you angry , then everything you say , she also got something to say you back , really don keep her liao , ppl work outside already stressful enough le thn go home still see a tom boy , wht th hell man , go home must see a nice nice sweet sweet girl ma , ok ? For your own good la horh ? Lols .

Hehe , sheryl said 'be my rockerboy forever - i love u' thn draw one boyboy and one girlgirl baobao each other , baby u so sweet ! Baby ily :D

I'm going to draw sherrie , shermie , cherrie , sheila , sherry , rivee , rivey , rocky , rocket and rockie . Thn i'm going to draw mrs crane and babyboy and babygirl , thn i'm going to draw a big heart and draw me and sheryl hold hands :D thn give to sheryl to frame it up in her room wall ^^ hehe xD so silly xD

Baby ily , i'm going to treat u good good i promise ^^

2010-03-03T11:51:00.000+08:00

I tell you ah , just now i just downloaded a song by good charlotte called BOYS AND GIRLS , the chorus of this song goes like this:
Girls don't like boys , girls like cars and money .
Boys will laugh at girls when they're not funny .
and these girls like these boys and these boys like these girls .
The girls with the bodies , like boys with ferarris .
Girls don't like boys girls like cars and monehhhhhhhhhhhh !!

Haha ! Damn nice song can ?! xD
Thn the next line is
All of these boys and all of these girls , loosing themselves ina material world .

Woolalala . damn nice right ? Yall go dl this song also leh , then we can sing together loud loud on the street xD haha !

Haha . Next time i going to write a song bout GIRLS LIKE BOYS WHO PLAY GUITAR AND SING SONG FOR THEM ahhhhhhhhhhh :D and then make them all little rock chicks and then walk on the street singing songs all day woots ! Yay xD

And and My sheryl good girl , my sheryl veh sweet , somemore always listen to what i tell her , somemore help me massage veh nice somemore help me wipe my sweat all , aiyo so sweet , :D hehe . hey sheryl i love youuuuu ! xD MUAAACKS :* i tell u ah , you are rockerboy's baby girl nao . Hehe . Will never leave u and break your heart de , promise ohs , gougou pinkie :D and will only sing song for youuu !

I'm happy until no need smoke le ^^

2010-03-02T11:42:00.000+08:00

Everytime i look into your eyes , i feel very calm and this sweetness engulfs me .
Everytime i look into your eyes , you make it hard to breathe ,
Everytime i look into your eyes , i wanna kiss you .
through my blue eyes , i promise you are the prettiest girl in my life .
Through my blue eyes , i swear that i will make you the happiest girl everyday .
I really mean these words .
You are the best thing that happened to me in my life .
You knw , there is much time to spend my life happily .
But nothing is much better than sharing my happiness with you .
I love you very much girl .

I am happy :D

In a relationship with sheryl loo shi min ! :DDD hehehe .
Muacks :*

Love u sheryl ^^
Saranghaeyo !

No one else will delete our pictures , i promise .
'look into your eyes and plant a soft kiss on your lips'

2010-02-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

My ah gong calls me michael jackson ! LOL !!! Everytime i reach home my ah gong will say, 'michael jackson !' lols , xD i'm like feeling very silly haha .

Anyway yay ! Going ord soon le :D soon i will remember the times that we all spent in camp , the times when we laughed together , cried together , bled together and took shit together . 2 years sounds like a long time , i remember the day that i enlisted , i was going for BMT and we all had to leave our families and our dearest girlfriends to go for the toughest training of our lives , getting ourselves soaked in mud , pulling each other up when we fell , fired our first bullet and threw our first real life grenade together and slept in mosquito proof tents in the field at night , remember how we consoled each other when one of had to break up with his girlfriend because she thought he couldn't spend time with her anymore . It was all a good experience . Singing and playing guitar in store while madam was away , going out to party and drink and pick up girls on the street together , haha :D

Will never ever forget the close ties that we shared as brothers . Now as few more months pass and i finish service , it's time for a new life , make new friends and keep our old friends . They say new friends are like silver , old friends are gold , it's really true , as i write this , i'm filled with emotion because i know when i leave . I will never ever get back to the time when we all were the same , had same hair cuts and wore the number four uniform . No worries , no competing for higher status , we were all the same . And now when we are going to move on to the new life in the outside world , we will soon rock the world and turn in into a better place and become rich and have girls chasing us haha XD we will do this no matter where we are in this world . My brothers will always be my brothers . Bros before hoes man :D heh .

will never forget the times that we shared , let's rock !

Rokr-boyboy

2010-02-05T09:29:00.000+08:00

2 days le
I have to start recording soon
Tmr we're going jamming for the first time ever
We'll be playing
Some songs
Hopfully soon enough we can play your favourite songs
And then we'll go to cosplay events to play
And then soon you'll hear our songs on radio and in audi
And then we'll open our concert at max pavillion :D

2010-02-05T09:15:00.000+08:00

i'm going to buy a webcam :D
And then i'm going to buy a mike
And then i'm going to record songs
I'm going to sing one japanese song for fun .

2010-01-15T16:20:00.001+08:00

My intepretation of
The Gazette's piano piece,
People error,

The error,
A misconduct,
A failed creation,
The only and greatest sin that god made,
People.........
sitting here in the dark everyday,
Without Meaning and without hope,
Tears flowing down,
looking into the mirror trying to see the fake smiles on my face,
Trying to make the next person happy with me,
While putting on a fake smile for myself,
Thinking about the times when everything was perfect before the fall,
Imagining how perfect things would be,
Imagine how there will be roses,
Birds and butterflies,
and cherry blossoms,
Imagining how it would be like when everyone was loving and caring and had real smiles on their faces,
And how they'll really love each other,
The biggest mistake that god made,
The biggest mistake,
And he who also knew that given free will,
people will fall,
But he insisted on the creation,
Because he said he loved us,
but he who said he loved us made greatest error ever,
and in the end,
Destruction,
Desolation,
Hate,
Hypocracy
,
Climbing on top of one another like crabs in a tank,
Like a beautiful rose withering after a few days,
for nothing,
doing things for nothing even though we're hopeful for something,
Is this called love?
People all around,
But in the end in the middle of the night feels so lonely,
Hopeful for a comforting touch,
Hope that mum will stroke your hair to sleep every night,
Hope that dad tells u that no matter what,
you are the most beautiful girl in his eyes.....
trying to make you happy,
Trying to see u smile,
Trying to give u comfort and love,
but i'm not god,
just a soul trapped in dirt,
Trying to make it look as perfect as possible,
Looking at the picture of both of us smiling so sweetly,
remembering the time when i planted a kiss on your soft lips that tasted so sweet,
Trying to love u to the best that i can,
Trying to do everything perfectly,
But in the end,
Trying very hard.........
But in the end,
we're still human.........
In the end people all leave,
Like roses that wither away,
In the end it's left with just myself.....
looking at the cigarette burn away in my fingers......
Looking at darkness as it falls,
And the error that god made,
And tried to undo,
Hopeful for a saviour,

Only Hopeful............

Rockerboy,

2010-01-01T10:57:00.000+08:00

went to st james the day before countdown and saw fiona, mink and theresa, I saw celest too ! and I went with kester because I saw kester at the mrt station when I was going home and kester asked me to go the powerhse with him haha ! here are the photos I took on that day ! ;D A picture speaks a thousand words ! So you guys take a look for youself ohs ! ;D Happy new year all ! the old is gone but we shall make many new friends this year and earn alot of money and be very happy boys and girls ! ^^,
Hi mink ! you have become such a beautiful girl hahas ;D
Me taking pic at louis vuitton outside ion orchard, louis vuitton don play play, hahas,
I got a christmas tree hat xD
that's celest ! ;D she so cute hurhs xD

Fiona, Theresa, Mink ! I'm such a lucky guy B-) haha ! xDBlue eyed, green eyed, brown eyed girls ;D

That's the grand piano at the jazz area of power house, ooh, how i wish i owned it >.< This is the jazz area of powerhse ;D so classy lorhs, the jazz band jazzed up the whole atmosphere wish saxaphone music and double bass xD
angels of powerhouse ;D

Okay !!! ;D and then next we have countdown at boon lay area ! Damn fun also, got lots of foam being shot out of a machine, hahas, and ate and drank and took a vid of count down to 2010 at boon lay ! watch and comment yea guys ! HAHA, take a look fer yourself ohs ! ;D

Me at the foam party !
Look ! the foam in the foam party is so deep that I got foam boots when i came out of the place xD
See there are ppl doing street breakdancing at on the road ;D
nic and me met an angel on the streets and she blessed us ^^, she's so sweet, hehe,
Yuffie, me and nic, silly boys xD

3 childhood friends playing at the void deck, :)
That's my meteor ball ! no la, bluff you de it's my prawn ball ;D hahas,
I went into the foam party myself luhs ! nic and yuffie scared to get soapy lols :P
Imma shoot you and make you mine ! hahas ! sorry ah uncle, just fooling around :P

Yeap yeap !! that's all of my pics that I've taken during new year's eve's eve and new year's eve ;D new years eve must spend with friends that you have know for a long time and spend it at your house kampong style then have meaning ma, then the rest of the days, party and dance at club ! wooohoooo !

My new year's resolution this year is: to make more friends and try my best to make all my old friends and new friends happy ;D

you all enjoy yourselves k?
CHEERS !

Loves, Rockerboy,

2009-12-30T21:02:00.000+08:00

Going to giovanna to get boots ! Going to louis vuitton to get shades, got a watch from calvin klein ! hip hop and muay thai lessons going on, and ord liao get back my kim jae joong hairstyle and then rock the world :D

2009-12-30T18:42:00.000+08:00

Obsession,
when somebody is obsessed over something, the person needs that thing and is addicted to it, need it's over a constant period of time and needs it somemore,
The purpose is not to cure the addiction, it is to pretend not to need it,

The addiction will come to u by itself if u pretend u don't need it and occationally reminding it that it has u, slowly get more and more involved in it, thus the addiction will get addicted to u, :)

It will get u if u look like u will be affected when u are caught, if the addiction is in the frame whereby it thinks u will catch it anytime, it will be afraid of being get by you,

The thing u need to show at the first move is, that u are not boring by having things to chat about, don't have to try too hard to show anything else,

What do u expect it to say?
'don't be like this baby, i will meet with u tmr when i'm free k?'
Is it? Lols !!

U should be the one saying to it, 'let's meet tmr alright? I will take u to buy a new necklass'
This is when it will get addicted to u, :)

Signed riven,

2009-12-26T13:20:00.000+08:00

Davis soo cute ^^,
i look so mature in this pic xDDD
Hi Davis ! ;DDDD I love you ^^,

2009-12-23T15:33:00.000+08:00

hello everyone again ;D this few days so happening, first is candy's birthday, I want to upload the video that we recorded in my house when we were singing birthday song for candy, they said very funneh xD you all see for yourself kays? me and nicholas and candy went to jurong point to buy the birthday cake for candy, and the best thing about the cake is that we designed the cake ourselves ;D yeayea, at the shop where they give you cream and small litle star shaped sweets so that you can put it on your cake, so fun !! ^^, hahas, and I want to wish candy a very happy birthday and hope that we can be brother and sister forever kays? hahas, here's the video !! ;D

see, me and nicholas at jurong point take pic with the star and the moon ;D so preped up for the christmas season hahas xD

random lahhs xD

I'm praying for everyone to be happy this christmas ^^

The following pictures are taken at DXO !! :D

let us see what will go on for us on christmas day, more pics to come by.

2009-12-13T10:45:00.000+08:00

my christmas wish is to make everyone happy
my christmas wish is to make everyone happy
my christmas wish is to make everyone happy
my christmas wish is to make everyone happy
my christmas wish is to make everyone happy
my christmas wish is to make everyone happy
my christmas wish is to make everyone happy
my christmas wish is to make everyone happy
my christmas wish is to make everyone happy
my christmas wish is to make everyone happy
my christmas wish is to make everyone happy
my christmas wish is to make everyone happy
my christmas wish is to make everyone happy

2009-12-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

this is riven :D
this is riven and zoyi :D
we have nothing to do with each other,
but i just think that we look so sweet in this photo hahas that's why i uploaded it xD
hehe, i wanna go sentosa to play in the sand and ride bicycle then night time go dance at rebel
hahas, hmm, i faster plan outing then take you all go kay?
see you all soon ^^,

bubais :D

2009-11-29T03:32:00.000+08:00

Jay chou, sunshine otaku....

Oh ya, you must love your girl with all your heart, always be punctual for your date,
Jokes must not be boring and cold, just like me will be fine,
To your lover, your kiss to her must be true,

After that you'll have to learn to play the piano, learn to write songs, and know martial arts,

What about dancing? Dancing too man :D haha,

2009-11-27T23:32:00.000+08:00

If you really love her and have been through alot with her, then you shouldn't be afraid that she'll run away what? lols, i just chat with her, eh, this world is free one ok? U don't own her,

unless you think that i am ten times more handsome than you that's why she will wanna run away with me lorh? Heh,

LOOSER,

:)

2009-11-19T20:26:00.000+08:00

Gans mei and gan jie, love you all :D megan, evangeline, melissa, jiajia, the 2 girls from literature class, the another 2 girls from english class, dono what your real names are sorry haha, who ask you all tell me ur name is girlgirl, haha! XD k la, love you all only, :D muacks!!! :PP

2009-11-18T22:36:00.000+08:00

Perservere brown come back will rock the world :) how many of them can be magnetised? How many you want,

2009-11-13T00:11:00.000+08:00

I bought a new cardigan with pink and black stripes, :D

Tmr I will take pic to show you guys hehe,

2009-11-10T20:46:00.000+08:00

Was riding bicycle around the large empty space of sengkang area, feeling the wind blow across my body, the place is so wide, it's like there are alot of fields and grass, i have never seen such nice landscape in singapore, i tot the whole place damn cramp, but here in sengkang very nice, i love the place, there are little cars at the small roads and the overhead lights shine, people jog and there are other cyclists too, alot of young people cycle across to meet friends, cos sengkang area very big and taking bus is a waste of money, and there are people flying kites on the fields too you can see different kites in the night sky because people put LED lights on their kites and make them look like space crafts, it's very nice.. We should go and stay at sengkang, :)

2009-11-10T16:39:00.001+08:00

A 5 year old little girl talked to me while i was trying to fix my bicycle outside sengkang seven eleven, she's so friendly and cute, she asked me what i am doing, i said, my bicycle is spoilt, then she asked me why don't you go repair it.. So cute right? later her mum came out from seven eleven and asked her not to disturb korkor.. I smiled at them, And then they went away to take a bus home,

In my heart, i was thinking that she wasn't disturbing me at all, she's the friendliest and cutest girl i've met,

I just wonder what happened to every body, does everyone become unfriendly when they grow up?

Nevermind.............

One day when we go to heaven, everyone will be friends,

2009-11-08T10:50:00.000+08:00

Omg, so busy with dancing this whole week that everytime i get home at night, i'm so tired and fall asleep, gosh, i should be updating my blog soon so that you guys will know what's going on with me,

Yup, have been learning how to dance at my void deck, and yea, i'm beggining to believe that we're living in a world no strangers,

Look out for more pics yea? :D see you guys soon,

RockerBoy~

2009-10-25T18:11:00.000+08:00

blue shirt from newbie!! ;D with a japanese word and a blue hair boy, went to safra to buy the wrist bands, ;DD

Do you think it'll be better when we live in a world with no strangers? I have been wondering, what's going to happen if I go up to some cool dude and pretty girl and ask, hey let's be friends, I'm going to try it out ;D

There's going to be a party on the 16th of nov at zirca, come on let's go there and party ;D

2009-10-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

look at the yan shen, my eyes seem to have grown electrifying xDD haas!

1..2..3..4..5..6..
counted the number of ten dollars as I passed the cash to laraine for 3 tix to St james, for me quan and joel, yea went to St james on thursday for some head banging R&B music, woots, the music was cool, we had all R&B music that night and danced from 12 to 4am, all our favourite songs were played,

akon - beautiful
akon - I wanna fuck you

all our favourite song ;D the DJ was great too, brought the crowd to an extreme high,
and then joel keep talking about bua cha bor, lols, what the hell la, ppl go there make friends and dance with girls, it's all about respect la, lols, then we see got some other guys bua cha bor in front of us, then the girls don like it so they push their hands away, then they still continue, me and joel and quan see liao damn du lan, lols, we were waiting for them to push us so we can push them back, but in the end they didn't so we were cool about it, then quan drink until head ach then I need to hold him incase he fell lols!!! aiyoh, next time go drink one cup can la, haha, brothers brothers for life,

here are pics at st james ;D

quan and me ;D

joel the botak and riven the spikey hair ;D

lols, cool cool, we didn't plan for this early so didn't get much ppl in haha, the night ended and in the end you all know la, St james at vivo there, all the seven eleven all closed de, stupid like hell, in the end so thirsty we caught a cab back home lols, but the night was fun ;D loved it,

and on friday went to zirca for cleo rocks party! ;D
yea, there were alot of girls, and it started off with Hossan Leong, who was the MC for the night, telling lots of jokes, the first programme was a 'looking for rock princess' lols, the 5 girls on stage were supposed to use a fake card board guitar and rock with it when the DJ started playing the music, lols, so the girls introed themselves, and the last girl said she was 'waiting for school', Hossan leong said, 'you are waiting for school? nah, school won't arrive when you wait for it'
the crowd laughed lols, damn funny xD singapore english ah, CMI lols,

then later shirley and the unexpected played on stage ;D they are cool, and there was a fashion show with sexy hot girls and cool guy models in fashion design clothes, very cool, it's the first time I saw a real life fashion show with cat walk and all, it was cool ;D
here is one pic I took with shirley and the unexpected playing on stage,

yea! this is in zirca ;D

zirca is really nice, haha, after the show ended at 1030, I went to Rebel, the club beside zirca, it was soo packed that the dance floor didn't even have space to go in, lols, but I went in anyways, and danced, Rebel has a really cool atmosphere, the walls are made of brick and it's really brick. it's like going into that kind of subway where ppl dance in the sub urbs is new york, woots! rebel's the place for 18 to 23 year olds, young pretty and handsome ppl go there ;D

and then later I went to luna, also part of zirca, but luna is a chinese club, there was a chinese band playing on stage and rocking the night off, it was real cool, lanterns hung on the celling like a ming dynasty wine bar with neon lights going on and off and disco lights flashing, the feeling gives you a getai feeling, but because of the DJ keeping the music going, everything becomes modern not to also say that the aircon is really cold,

DJ pump the night off, woots,

I took pic in zirca's toilet ;D

VAMPIRE!

MUAHAHA! don be scared la, it's just Riven xDD haas!

The night is young, let's rock the night away,
Who wanna go with me pm me or sms me oh! We'll have lots of fun and make lots of friends that night, ;D

I gotta go out now, see you winks*
remember to taggies me oh!
hehe,

Rockerboy Riven,

2009-10-16T19:03:00.000+08:00

Outside zirca now, for cleo rocks party, quite alot of ppl and i can nail polish smell, lols, let's go in and have fun ;D gosh why's the camera man pointing his camera at me? Lols, first 200 got free flow, i think i'm the first ten lei, so good good, woots,

Lols, take some pics now, later go in dance dance again ;D k later come back post pics haas, now going to continue to queue,

2009-10-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

weeeee!! seee this is my new red and black striped cardigan ;D
I bought it at recoil at toa payoh and on the left of the chest is a very nice cursive letter 'R', R for RIVEN! hehe, now you all know why I go recoil buy cardigan? haas xD becos got my name xPP

me and Nic went to buy together cos nic went to cut hair there, he went to cut mallard hairstyle ;D nice, quite suit him, hees, then shop until night time, shopping shopping shopping!! haas ;D shopping very fun! haas, and that day recoil got discount so me only got this cardigan at 15 dollars only nice and not expensive hehe,

who wan go shopping call me go, we can be each other's clothes picking asst xDD haas!

thursday got underage party at st james oh, me going to wear this go, ppl N lvl over le, me go there party with them until the sun goes down! woots! haas,

then that day went swimming with wei quan also, see, looks like who and who?
looks like ken and ryu, ahhhhh, don play play haha! xP

ken, ryu xP

bluff you de, its riven and quan ;D haha xP

gosh we swim the whole pool then after that damn tired haas, wan go swimming again le ;D who stay near here just pm me oh, we go tgt ;D never stay near also can come, I take my rocket go there fetch you come ;D hees,

I wanna show you sth!

what on earth is this! this is alien riven! ;D coming to invade earth haas xP mirrors sure can do wonders oh, can make ppl look so cute haha! tsktsk, actually cute already, no need this mirror, this mirror is just fer special effect, xP haas ;D

k lurhs, riven gotta go out liaos! everybody calling me to go meet them haas, kays, taggies me oh! winks* ;D

2009-10-10T11:33:00.001+08:00

When i was small, i really love music as a little boy, i would pretend to be mozart and use one finger to press the piano, then later i will bang it, then mum will come over and stop me from making so much noise, haha, i will do this often and one day mum realised that i have the thing for music, so she enrolled me for beginner piano at yamaha when i'm 3 yrs Old ;D I went for lessons and mum will go with me, but soon after i started practices after going for lessons, and practicing is not easy, so i always fumbled and in the end got caning on my hands when i played something wrong on the piano, then i started to grow to dislike learning piano, and this went on a few years until i realised most ppl envy that i know how to play the piano and would ask me to play when the chance came, and so i learnt a few pop songs to sing and play, and it felt good to hear an applause after that, ;D the cheering made me feel accepted, but of course there comes jeering and jealous bunch of people, but to me, i love music and wanna play for people and bring them on this roller coaster ride, those others who don like it, just to bad for them, cos they just miss out on one other roller coaster ride that they can enjoy, lols, and then i learnt to record my own music and made some friends that record music with me, and then we put our music on youtube for everyone to see and listen, although the recording isnt perfect, getting good comments, then people ask me why i'm not joining singapore idol. Well, this idol thing is really based on luck, the judges and the people that vote and also the inconsistencies, plus my real intention for music is to see smiles on the faces of friends that come across my life and make their day bright, the more friends the better ;D but it might come a day whereby i debut an album and make nine hundred thousand sales, then all these 900,000 people will be my friends and it will not be possible for me to brighten up their day indivudually and sing a lullaby for each and everyone of u before going to bed, by then i really hope that they invent cloning machines then i can clone myself 900,000 times and be on the phone every night and sing each of my friends to sleep, haha! Wow! 900,000 rockerboys, impressive we could make an army ;D lols! But that woundn't be possibe until 1000yrs later, yea like jj lin said, don wait till a thousand years later cos by then we'll all be gone and you'll never get a chance to knw me, so catch me when i'm still available for you indivudually! ;D becos Riven is going to rock the house down soon, haas,

I am rockerboy,
Let's rock the world together,
See you around! ;D

2009-10-09T11:22:00.000+08:00

Ehhhh, tonight going to zirca to tiu, so long nvr go clubbing le, wan go dance and make new friends, who wan come sms me oh! Don have my number pm me in msn lurhs, haas, we go dance dance look see look see, eat roti prata before go in ;D

Haas,

Lols, nic lost his whole pack of cigg todae, lols, sit at cook house then forget to take, then he tot i take, he tot i take, aiyoh,

Rose said, light me a ciggarette and burn away my sadness,

Riven says, i'll be the sun that brightens up your day, and i'll be the clouds that drift you away, faraway, ;D

haas,
K, later night time go zirca to take pic take pic, ;D hehe,

winks*

2009-10-05T21:27:00.000+08:00

I'm a boy that you have met out of 3billion other guys in this universe, i'll play with you, sing song for you to sleep, make you happy, be the sun that brightens your day, be the cloud that drifts you away, tell you stories so that you'll have sweet dreams, i mean what more can a girl want? ;D haha, today no pic no pic, becos the whole day outside worhs, so rivee today use handphone to type post ;D haas,

Rika said my name is riveee lols!!!!!

K so i'm call rivee from today onwards haha, actually ah ma also call me rivee, she can't pronounce riven lols, so rivee also can ba ;D yesterday went swimming with friends, all you who din go miss out oh! Haas, neh mind k? Next time sure got chance can go with is swimming de ;D then we can gp play slide hee, finally can go le, ceryday rain, then can't go, lols,

Aiyeer, i want go sentosa take off shirt haha, then play beach ball and suntan, i go with friends again ba, hmm, saturday i'm going to sign up for hip hop class le, yay! finally can learn dance, haas,

One day i'll play on stage for you all ;D

K rivee end here le, tmr post pic for all of you heehee,

Winks*
RBOY riven zai,
Sign off.

2009-10-04T08:33:00.000+08:00

kawaii kawaii!!!
haha xD
see what's this little boy doing with the scorpion tail on his forehead? he's gonna sting you and you're gonna fall in love with him! haha, the sting has love potion properties you know, heehee, which one looks more silly the first one or second one? I think the second one! second one looks like sardine puff ;D haha xD the first one look like baby boy! haas, who wan take pic with baby boy then can put inside your desk top wall paper just ask only, free de no need pay money ;D hehe, just now I saw at jurong point got one girl wear a very tiny magician hat lei, I wonder how she put it on her head, cos it's so tiny, I also wanna get that magician hat! tiny tiny derhs, then maybe I wear le can do magic ;D lols xD met wei quan liao, long time friend, I should get the rest of the gang to come out next week or something then we can party and bring the house down ;D haha,

k end.

2009-10-03T12:38:00.000+08:00

New uniform ;D

Riven means this!
R= Rocker
I= Interesting
V= Vain
E= Exciting
N= Naughty

haha ;D
going swimming later le, Get ready for more pics, chuckles, Tae Yang damn cool, I going to learn hip hop from dance pointe le, I'm going to sign up next Saturday, who wants to join with me join ba! Then we can dance together on stage next time, if not next time I dance on stage and in club alone then you stand there watch me, you will feel left out one hahas xD

Just now I see the Miss Universe Korea on youtube, Miss Korea 2007, she so sweet, lols, her name is Honey Lee, lols honey, I wanna be a bee, chuckles*

2009-09-30T18:51:00.000+08:00

whoa!
ahhh style sia :D
hahas

yay! tomorrow I'm going swimming, going to play slide :D I'm going to take pic, so stay tuned for pics and pics haha,

Second story today
When I was a little boy during kindergarten, I was a real hardcore player, I had 2 girl friends, last time being a little boy I didn't really care bout anything, haha, a girl told me she liked me, then I would tell her I liked her too, so cute lols, so what happened was that these 2 gurls, one is called shi yun and the other is called hannah,

According to my memories I think I got together with shiyun first, and bear in mind that time I was 6 years old LOL, so shi yun told me she liked me and asked me to be her boyfriend lols, I said okay, because I thought it was cool for a small boy to have a girlfriend, haha, and shiyun is very touchy, during lessons in our class room when the teacher wasn't around, she would come over to my table and hug me infront of all my friends haha, I remember I had another friend called wei da, he sits across of me in class, and he would exclaim,"she's here she's here" when he saw shi yun coming, lols,
damn cute le can,

second is hannah,
hannah always pretend to be pregnant with my baby, you know like small kids like to pretend to be something, like I love to pretend to be an astronaught and fly to the moon, psst, I still imagine that I'm an astronaught most of the times haha, anyways when we were waiting for teacher to start lesson which is frequent because teacher is always late, hannah will put on a play like she's in labour pain,"yikes, I'm gonna give birth soon" she would say and then I will be there laughing non stop, this happens almost everyday, until one day, when another female class mate cannot stand it anymore and then this class mate told her,"okok, let's cut open your stomach and take out your baby ok?" and then she made the slicing action with her hand, and made the hand action as if she's a nurse that has just delivered a baby. and hannah said,"ehhh, thank you!"

I used to pretend to be spider man when i was 6 years old haha xD

What about you all?

what do you all pretend to be when you were small children?

haha,
alright I gotta go,
tata, be good,

-Riven
signing off,

2009-09-30T10:00:00.000+08:00

In uniform :D

Heyy, here's Riven's story for today, enjoy! :D
My cousin is getting married this weekend to this wonderful lady called Jane,
they have been a couple for 8 years already, now finally getting their chance to be together, I need to get a new outfit to go to his wedding, looking for a new outfit to put on, shall I wear the black military style blazer? or shall I wear the red one I think I will wear the red one, cos red suits my style haas,

Well funny thing is, how my cousin met Jane is outside of his school. He and Jane walked past each other and they met! haha, They were both secondary school students then. So how they met was, Jane dropped some books on the pavement when they were about to pass each other and my cousin bent down to pick the books up for her, and soon they started chatting, giggles*

the lady picked him up. LOL,

Does this all sound like an accident? Well apparantly not, Jane told us that she delibrately dropped her chemistry books on the floor to make it appear that it was an accident, she was hoping that my cousin would bend down to pick up her books, if he hadn't he would be so unlucky haha, Jane is hot, so my cousin is a lucky guy haha,

I'm just wondering do girls do this things often? They have tactics to pick up cute guys on the street as well is it? hahas,

If it's true then it'll be really fun, haas,
:D

alright I gotta go out to meet my friends now
let's continue our conversation in my tag board :D
winks*

-RB
Signing off,

2009-09-05T07:09:00.000+08:00

Girls, I have something for you,
this is what I read in an article online
I think reading this is beneficial for girls

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As Simmons describes it, it's a "yes, but" mentality: yes, be a go-getter, but be nice all the time. Yes, accomplish, but don't brag about it. "It is a constant qualification—two steps forward, one step back," she says. "And just as an anorexic might say, 'I shouldn't eat this, it will make me fat,' girls are saying to themselves, 'I shouldn't say this, it will make me a bitch, a drama queen, an outcast.' "

Nowhere is that qualification clearer than in the words of a bunch of middle-school girls, whom Simmons surveyed. Asked to write down how society expects a "good girl" to behave, their responses ranged from "perfect" and "kind," "intelligent" with "tons of friends" to "no opinions on things" and "doesn't get mad." A bad girl, on the other hand, was described as a "proud" "rule breaker" who "speaks her mind" and likes being the "center of attention." Or, to put it simply, all of the things that make somebody a good leader.

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This is the kind of girl I want for our crew.
Don't be afraid to rock on.

2009-08-07T14:31:00.001+08:00

JJ's song , 会有那么一天 is the nicest song ever .
I cannot even sing the chorus ...
Because when I reach the chorus , I will start crying .

因为会有那么一天，我们牵着手在草园里。鸟儿歌唱的声音，轻声说声我爱你。。。

Because There will be a day when we'll be holding hands on the meadows , listen to birds singing , saying softly , I love you ...

:)

JJ rocks :D

2009-08-04T00:02:00.001+08:00

I lay in bed at night ,
Wondering if you still care about me .
Thinking bout the times we spent together .
Wondering if you miss me hugging you to sleep .

2009-08-03T12:58:00.001+08:00

love is the RED , the rose on your coffin door .

BLACK is the kiss , the touch of the serpent's son .

2009-08-03T12:56:00.001+08:00

2009-08-02T13:28:00.000+08:00

Money is not difficult to earn , you just need to know where to find it .

i know you love me , but if what you call love kills me , i rather you don't love me .

2009-08-01T17:50:00.000+08:00

Weeee !!! today i bought a new hat , I bought a transformers logo hat :D
So nice hahas .

2009-07-24T20:00:00.001+08:00

The rule is this , make friends , play music , have fun and make every moment enjoyable ;D

There is no time to make enemies with another person , and there wouldn't be any meaning to start disturbing another person . Having enemies is just like wasting time . Oh well but sometimes things just can't be helped , the rule of engagement is defend when being attacked . yupp .

Weeee ~
There isn't time to feel sad or stressed up , because you will realise when the time comes for u to be happy , you'll just find urself silly and ask yourself , why was i even sad that time ? How can i be so silly ? Lols .
Well i guess there are times when it is lucky and there are times when it is unlucky , but well , luck is opportunity and readiness combined , so you can always be lucky ;DD

Let's rock ~

We should learn how to love each other more , there is already enough wickedness in the world

Nuff' said

Rockerboyy ~

2009-07-19T13:13:00.001+08:00

Eventually i will form a rock band and make music , watch and see ;D

i read in hot magazine , this mazda car model was being interviewed by hot magazine and this question was posed to her .

'what if a boy approached u in the streets to ask for your number , would you accept him?'

She said , no if he can do this to me , it means that he can do it to other girls as well .

SO A GUY WITH BOOBS IS A GIRL LA ?

Lols , in the first place what is wrong with asking for your number because i want to make more good looking female friends ? Oh , so u are assuming that i want your number because i wanna fuck you ya ? Sorry lahhs , i'm not a slut , lols .

And so you think guys who don have the balls to pick up girls on the streets are as faithful as you think ya ? Sorry girl , but are u like 3 yrs old ? I got a friend , he has no balls , i asked him to pick up a pretty lady on the street , and he didn't dare , but u know , he is 2 timing ;D lols

IN FRONT OF THE MAGAZINE , YOU DON'T WANT TO APPEAR AS EASY TO GET AS YOU SEEM . U WANNA APPEAR HARD TO GET .

lols , just a simple motive , i wanna get your number because i wanna make more pretty female friends become giving you the idea that i wanna fuck with you . Lols . we could have so much fun together , and it's like now it's just a dream , all because your silliness . Lols .

Wake up ya ?
Hope u wake up , i'll just give u a kiss , sleeping beauty , muacks .

Rockerboyy ~let's rock the world ;D

2009-07-15T06:37:00.001+08:00

Rockerboyy's motive is very simple
Rockerboyy wants only one thing
Rockerboyy wants all to be smiling and be happy
Rockerboyy nvr do chek ak things de (chek ak means wicked)
Rockerboy nvr flirt around .
Rockerboyy where got flirt around ?
Rockerboyy just like to chat chat and make alot of new friends

... But i dono why lahh , i seems to make more girlfriends then guy friends .
haha !

Ah u say i ugly ha ? ok lorh i ugly . But i only know 1 thing which is there are a handful of girls who are interested in me , and i'm not dreaming because THEY GOT TELL ME . And they are chio bu , chio bu . Ahhhh ....

And so if u are handsome and only got one girl like u , then u are not of much use . Go suck cock , go suck cock and drink coke , then maybe got guys like u also . Ahhhh .

But if u 'ugly' like me , but more girls like u , then u become the rockstar , woots ! And then u live the good life ;D ahhhhh .

... And so i'm still hongster , nvr change :)
Why i hongster ?
very simple , today i hong one girl and make her happy , and then she happy already , she make me happy also .
This one is called
HAO XIN YOU HAO BAO
means , good deeds begets good deeds .
Ahhhhhh ...

Then after that happy happy already and live the good life ;D
you don't know , it's alright .
Lim peh show u how

my name is Riven and i'm going to rock your world whether you like me or you don't .

2009-07-08T19:14:00.000+08:00

I am here for a reason
And the reason is that
to make this place better to live in

i'm going to be a rock star ...

And rock the world

Watch me ...

Ahhh ! Rockerboyy's computer is spoilt
Cannot play audi >.<
And no one is going to help me pay for a new computer
neh mind ! ~
rockerboyy is going to teach piano and guitar to earn money to buy a new computer ;D
Then can play audi with u all again
Yay !

Okies end here ^^

Rockerboyy~

2009-07-07T15:39:00.000+08:00

wazzup !
Went out to watch transformers with didi today ,
Got some popcorn and went into the cinema
And transformers is a really cool movie ! Woots !
the car , you know the silver one ?
Yeah , he was drifting and while drifting , he transformed ! Woots !!!
Guess what ? The animation was so cool , imagine , drifting is cool Enough already . Hahas !
Should go watch it ! Gogogo !
Want me bring u mahs ?
Lols xD

here is transformers theme song lyrics
New Divide , by linkin park

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was no where to hide , the ashea fell like snow
And the ground caved in , between where we were standing
And your voice was all i heard
That i get what i deserve

So give me reason , to prove me wrong , to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes !
So give me reason to fill this hole , connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

Linkn park's latest song , the sound track for transformers
This is a really great song
The music rocks your mind
Check it out
Woots !

Alright ending here
Ciaoz and have fun

Rocker~

2009-06-20T01:53:00.000+08:00

The night goes on , feeling the lightness of her touch and her soft skin , her body feels warm . I hug her and kiss her soft lips .

sitting outside the bar , hearing cricket's chirp , looking up at the night sky , i see the moon with wisps of clouds floating by
the stars fill the night sky

looking at her , she wears a blue gown , if she wasn't beside me right now , she'll be with someone else , she tells me it is a sweet night

Just want time to stop at this moment
I don't want anything else
I just want to capture this moment in time and replay it to remember how it felt when we were holding each other

BORED LA ! hahas , writing story only can ? lols xD
alright ! stay tuned for more !

I am RockerBoyy !

WOOTS

2009-06-20T00:03:00.000+08:00

Days and nights past
Times are different
the world is changing
people are leaving
no one remembers
forever complicated
love is lust

Things are always just so different
doesn't matter what we do now

All that matters is that we are living
We are laughing
and have the passion

CHEERS .
Let's Rock :)

Rockerboyy~