yesterday went to school to help the dancers to play piano accompaniment, hehe, whole day yesterday I was very down, and my facial expression could show it, I couldn't hide it from anyone, haha. I guess io'm not really a good actor :P so Hong Yi, Fang Zi, Zhu Wen and Guo Nan, were sitting at the school's living room, they already knew I had things on my mind, so they asked me what happened, so I told them, How much I regretted my mistakes and how much Sheryl would give me a chance to be with her again, I cried... and then they cheered me up ^_^ thanks China friends :D without you guys around, I was sure I was gonna die >.< haha,

hmm, been waiting for sheryl's smses the whole day, every msg I received from her, i was so happy, but she has been so cold to me, she replies me with so many 'hahahahas' and 'hehehees' I am sure she is just smsing me because she has to ): ... haha nevermind was so happy that I received her smses ^_^

So Zhu Wen and Guo nan bought M&Ms and different kinds of baby chocolates for me :D and I was so sad, I didn't even wanna accept them offering me M&Ms >.< but in the end, they took my hand and poured half the packet of chocolate onto my hand, haha! I was so surprised xD and so I ate the M&Ms slowly and soon they melted in my hand and my right hand was so colorful hahaa!!! Such good friends ^_^

And then later they told Fang Zi, our tian shang bang leader about how sad I was, and Fang Zi asked them to take hong yi and me back to Fang Zi and Meng Ling's house and she will cook spaghetti for us to eat :D and then when we went to Fang Zi and Meng Ling's house and from outside I could smell the delicious spaghetti., chinese style xD haha! was so delicious, had not been eating anything for 2 days, and when I smelt the tomato sauce it was so delicious ^_^

And me and Hong Yi started playing with their guitar and we sang songs ^_^ it was raining, it was sad but we sang songs and we harmonised and that kind of feeling is so sentimental hehe :D everyone sang along with us and they started to play china poker :D something like dai di xD but needs 3 decks of cards even played with the jokers haha! :P nice game xD but I drank fruit wine and was having a headache :P so I didnt play haha!

And their house had a super cute rabbit called LUCAS! and he is so cute! he looks like a ball of fur xD with fur also covering his eyes! :D hahaha! cutes to the max xDDD!!!! hehe! if it is anything lucas sure cheered me up alot ^_^ hehe!

Smoked 3 sticks yesterday... drank.... Slept at their house,

They talked to me and cheered me up, and scolded me for being unfaithful to Sheryl, they told me how girls wanted to be treated as a man's one and only, and I was remorseful because I told them how regretful I was, but they said they are my friends and they They encouraged me to chase sheryl back and they will help me but i was having too much a bad headache xD So I fell asleep at the sofa while they were playing poker haha, and sheryl replied me, and they helped me reply sheryl to say that I really wanted to see her again, haha, and so when I woke up i saw that they helped me reply sheryl >.< and then I replied her good night and I fell asleep again ^_^ hehe, I am sure glad I have found new friends that really care about me! :D:D

Last night, I dreamt about sheryl........

been missing her much lately,
she will always on my mind..

Let's rock anyway :D

*[[ Riven, smoking the last cigarette. ]]*
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