yesterday went to school to help the dancers to play piano accompaniment, hehe, whole day yesterday I was very down, and my facial expression could show it, I couldn't hide it from anyone, haha. I guess io'm not really a good actor :P so Hong Yi, Fang Zi, Zhu Wen and Guo Nan, were sitting at the school's living room, they already knew I had things on my mind, so they asked me what happened, so I told them, How much I regretted my mistakes and how much Sheryl would give me a chance to be with her again, I cried... and then they cheered me up ^_^ thanks China friends :D without you guys around, I was sure I was gonna die >.< haha,

hmm, been waiting for sheryl's smses the whole day, every msg I received from her, i was so happy, but she has been so cold to me, she replies me with so many 'hahahahas' and 'hehehees' I am sure she is just smsing me because she has to ): ... haha nevermind was so happy that I received her smses ^_^

So Zhu Wen and Guo nan bought M&Ms and different kinds of baby chocolates for me :D and I was so sad, I didn't even wanna accept them offering me M&Ms >.< but in the end, they took my hand and poured half the packet of chocolate onto my hand, haha! I was so surprised xD and so I ate the M&Ms slowly and soon they melted in my hand and my right hand was so colorful hahaa!!! Such good friends ^_^

And then later they told Fang Zi, our tian shang bang leader about how sad I was, and Fang Zi asked them to take hong yi and me back to Fang Zi and Meng Ling's house and she will cook spaghetti for us to eat :D and then when we went to Fang Zi and Meng Ling's house and from outside I could smell the delicious spaghetti., chinese style xD haha! was so delicious, had not been eating anything for 2 days, and when I smelt the tomato sauce it was so delicious ^_^

And me and Hong Yi started playing with their guitar and we sang songs ^_^ it was raining, it was sad but we sang songs and we harmonised and that kind of feeling is so sentimental hehe :D everyone sang along with us and they started to play china poker :D something like dai di xD but needs 3 decks of cards even played with the jokers haha! :P nice game xD but I drank fruit wine and was having a headache :P so I didnt play haha!

And their house had a super cute rabbit called LUCAS! and he is so cute! he looks like a ball of fur xD with fur also covering his eyes! :D hahaha! cutes to the max xDDD!!!! hehe! if it is anything lucas sure cheered me up alot ^_^ hehe!

Smoked 3 sticks yesterday... drank.... Slept at their house,

They talked to me and cheered me up, and scolded me for being unfaithful to Sheryl, they told me how girls wanted to be treated as a man's one and only, and I was remorseful because I told them how regretful I was, but they said they are my friends and they They encouraged me to chase sheryl back and they will help me but i was having too much a bad headache xD So I fell asleep at the sofa while they were playing poker haha, and sheryl replied me, and they helped me reply sheryl to say that I really wanted to see her again, haha, and so when I woke up i saw that they helped me reply sheryl >.< and then I replied her good night and I fell asleep again ^_^ hehe, I am sure glad I have found new friends that really care about me! :D:D

Last night, I dreamt about sheryl........

been missing her much lately,
she will always on my mind..

Let's rock anyway :D

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Rockerbeebee and the triplet piggies , episode 15 :D

Hihi all ! :DD i wrote a new story for beebee and her friends , starring my beebee as sheryl piggie , zining as zizi piggie , cheryl as cheryl piggie , melody as my melody th rabbit :D and ME as rockerbeebee ! :D okie ! So here goes , we'll start from episode 15 first k ? Next time i'll start from episode one and post on my blog :D okie ! :D here goes ........

Episode 15 of 'rockerbeebee and th triplet piggies' :

rockerbeebee pulls out his toy guitar and plays fer sheryl piggie sitting on the bonsai flower pot near th window singing song for sheryl piggie when the moon and stars are shining brighty in the sky , while little red riding hood and and the rest of the piggies are fast asleep :D sheryl piggie kissed rockerbeebee's cheeks . And rockerbeebee smiled sweetly and
Rockerbeebee wanted to kiss sheryl piggie back , and when he bout to kiss her lips , suddenly thr was a very loud explosion in th yard , th wolfmen soft toys have evolved into huge were wolves becos of th light of th full moon in the sky , they're bout to come in and hurt little red riding hood and th rest of th piggies ! Th wolfmen grabbed rockerbeebee and sheryl piggie and threw them off the flower pot , zizi piggie and cheryl piggie woke up dazzled and blurred and they tried to stop them by drawing their magic bows and shooting arrows , but thr wasn't any effect , th wolf men grabbed them and threw them aside too , little red riding hood woke up horrified and sat in th corner shivering . My melody woke up and sang a song , tried to make them fall asleep , but to no avail , one wolf man grabbed mymelody and kept her in his pocket , they grabbed little red riding hood and pulled her towards the seige chopper (a helicopter) , sheryl piggie and rocker beebee were horrified , they both ran towards the wolf men and said , ' leave our friend alone and give melody back to us ! ' they replied ' what are u going to do about it ? wahaha ! ' and stompped off , rockerbeebee grabbed sheryl piggie's hand and jumped and tried to fly with his wings which he never did before , first time , failed , 2nd time he tried again , still failed , third time .... he jumped and took flight , and held sheryl piggie's hand , ' beebee ! let's go save little red riding hood ! '

And ..................
To be continued in th nxt episode .......

XD xD xD xD hahaha !!!
Beebee ! Want knw what happened next ? :DDDDDD heeeheeeheeeheee ! XD okie la tell u wht happened nxt hehe xD

After tht th wolfmen smirked and drew out their laser gun and pointed it towards rockerbeebee , little red riding hood screamed , ' sheryl piggie and rocker beebee don't care bout me , u two go get th orb of life and hide it somewhr safe ! '
Sheryl piggie said , 'no we won't leave u behind ! '
Th wolf men shot their laser gun and rockerbee and sheryl piggie fell to the ground , zizi piggie and cheryl piggie ran over and picked rockerbeebee and sherylpiggie up ... The wolf men laughed and carried little red riding hood away , rockerbeebee eye's filled with tears , he and sheryl piggie have been burnt very badly , patches of his piggie fur have been burnt off revealing the cotton underneath , zizi piggie and cheryl piggie helped put out th flames on rockerbeebee and sheryl piggie , sheryl piggie said , ' beebee , let's go save little red riding hood , don't let th bad guys take her away , let's go ' sheryl piggie tried to get up but fell to th ground again , rockerebeebee was badly burnt till he could only move his fingers ... just then , one of th wolfmen came running back , he headed towards the house whr the glowing orb of life rolled out of under little red riding hood's bed , rockerbeebee thought in his mind , 'if he gets the orb of life , all shall be lost , i'll never get to see sheryl piggie and little red riding hood and the rest of th piggies ever again' aside frm his conciousness , he heard sheryl piggie , ' rocker beebee wake up , u cnt die ' tears streamed dwn her eyes , the rest of th piggies cried too .... Rockerbeebee thought , ' everyone loves me so much , i can die in peace and i won't have any regrets ... ' his eyes start closing half way ..... ' NO ! Little red riding hood and melody have been kidnapped ! And if they get the orb of life , all shall be lost and i'll not get to see sheryl piggie anymore ! '
Rockerbeebee's eye's glowed , turned from black to dark blue and it glowed and glowed and became light blue , the charred wings behind him glowed and became not charred anymore , the feathers grew back , and his whole small body began to shine brightly , and he started to grow bigger .... From a stuff toy pig , he grew into th size of a boy , and human features , a human nose , human ears , fingers started growing very fast .... Soon an angel was in the sky . He held to sheryl piggie and she also grew , she grew into a girl with wings . And when her fingers emerged , they were wrapped tightly round rockerbeebee's fingers ... zizi and cheryl piggie watched in awe . Sheryl piggie drew her arrow and shot one at the wolf men , ' release my friends ' she said .
By tht time , the wolfmen were half way to their seige chopper (the helicopter was provided by the enemy of state human terrorist secret service that helped the aliens find the orb of life , in return tht the aliens give thm power to conquere th world , they , obviously, have been tricked into agreement by the aliens ) th wolf man that grabbed th orb of life started running towards th ship , hopping tht rockerbee and sheryl piggie don't notice , rockerbeebee sat on the ground , his head looking at the ground , he said ' i can't believe how insolent u all are , u do not knw u are dealing with a rock star , does pudge (littleredriding hood's brother) even let u all listen to rock music ? '
Th wolf man holding the orb ran past rockerbeebee , rockerbeebee extended his hands and reached for his toy guitar , which is only just as small as his index finger , but when he held it , it transformed into a full fledged fender telecaster (the name of a very expensive real life guitar) , light blue , with diamond cut edges , he stood up and opened his eye lids , blue eyes emerged from those eye lids ... The wolf man with the orb continued running , ' i got the orb and you all will die , hahaha ! ' he said
Rockerbeebee said , ' i bet you have nvr heard me shredding on the guitar before , don't mess with me ' rockerbeebee played a guitar solo , his fingers ran across the neck of the guitar , the diamonds reflected th light of th moon , sheryl piggie exclaimed , ' give me back little red riding hood and melody ! ' she shot an arrow at th net tht was holding little red riding hood and melody and th net fell from the seige chopper , rockerbee played the solo and the path behind the wolf man's footsteps exploded like land mines , he screamed , 'ahhhhh' ... Boom ! Th explosion reached th feet of th wolf man , he flew into the air and lost grip of the orb of life , he fell to the side and turned into a lifeless tasmanian devil soft toy . Th rest of the wolf men attempted to recover th orb of life , but it was first recovered by cheryl piggie , 'i got it !!! :D ' she said ... Littleredridinghood and melody were falling and zizi piggie flew up for the first time and caught them , 'ooh hw heavy you guy are ! >.< ' she said . Melody said ' :D wow zizi u can fly and rockerbeebee is so cool and sheryl piggie is so beautiful , they have evolved into their human forms :D ' rockerbeebee shredded another solo , the sound wave were so powerful tht it caused an explosion to blow towards th chopper , 'damn it ! Let's retreat ! ' said th sergent who is a man frm th enemy of state terrorist secret service . They flew the chopper away , while leaving some of their comrades behind tht have been hit and turned back into tasmanian devil soft toys . Rockerbeebee and sheryl piggie became back their soft toy forms and fell asleep together in each other's arms on the grass in the yard , rockerbeebee's guitar became small again , littleredridinghood said , 'they have done a really good job , you all have done a very good job guys' the damaged yard , grew th grass back when the sun shone for th first time tht adventurous night , zizi piggie and sheryl piggie smiled whn they saw sheryl piggie and rockerbeebee hugging each other sleeping , melody flew and sat on littleredridinghood's shoulder and littleredridinghood held rockerbeebee and sheryl piggie in the same palm and the first light of the sun shone .... Then littleredridinghood walked back to her room and took the orb of life and hid under her bed once more and crawled into her bed , ' good night sheryl piggie , rockerbeebee , zizi piggie , cheryl piggie and melody , i love you all ' and littleredridinghood fell asleep soundly , mum and dad came into the room , mum said , ' oh look daddy , littlered ridinghood sure loves to see her boy and girl piggie soft toy together ' dad said , 'yes she's very cute , let's go out for breakfast , girls like to play with soft toys very much , it's normal .. We'll buy breakfast for her when we're back ' they closed the door , rockerbeebee smiled and opened his eye lids , blue eyes emerged , he saw sheryl piggie sleeping soundly hugging him and breathing slowly on his chest , rockerbeebee kissed sheryl piggie on the cheeks and smiled sweetly cos he saw sheryl piggie's face blush xD hehe , thn he closed his eyes and fell asleeep , and the sun shone brightly in the sky .......
And the credits start playing xDD and the ending theme song starts playing , rockerboy's song xD ' fly like an angel '

I wrote this new story fer beebee and her friends :DD featuring zizi and cheryl and melody hehe ! Hope u all like it ! :D beebee faster draw 'rockerbeebee and th triplet piggies' k ? Haha ! It's your job to draw le haha , cos i write th story ma xD I wuv u ^^ soon i will compose the 'fly like an angel' and put it online so u all cn download k ? :D hehe , let's rock ! :DDD

P.s. Rockerbeebee , sheryl piggie , zizi piggie , cheryl piggie and melody were all piggie soft toys , littleredriding hood loved listening to rock music and she's very creative and nice , she bought a finger sized elctric guitar and tied it to rockerbeebee's hands and made a little studded neck cuff for him and dressed him in a small biker jacket and made him wear two ear rings on his right piggie ear , she made small mittens and stockings and shiny earrings for zizi piggie , sheryl piggie and cheryl piggie , red mittens and stockings for zizi , pink ones fer sheryl and light blue ones for cheryl . budden little red riding hood discovered the orb of life in her yard one day while she was building a tent for her , then lifeless , piggie soft toys to play in . And accidentally she discovered th orb of life while trying to hit in the tent peg into the soil and broke . Since thn her soft toys came to life .... Along with the 20 different tasmanian devil soft toys that her brother kept as collections since young , in his room . And also the energy from the orb of life ignited th signal which signaled the aliens on their home planet one million light years away , who lost it on earth 154,000 years ago on a battle with monkey god from dragon ball Z who hid it in the soil of the earth to stop th alien's from conquering earth , as without the orb of life , the aliens's powerful army offensive technology reduced to very much primitive . Leaving them with the technology to fly their spaceships off the earth's atmosphere . Now litteredriding hood and rockerbee and the triplet piggies must hide the orb of life at all costs from the wolf men (tasmanian devil soft toys and minions of the aliens) to avoid a devastating intergalactic war .

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i miss having dinner with you ,

i miss playing nintendo wii with you .

i miss sitting beside you and see you talking to your friends on msn .

i miss lying beside you and kissing you .

i miss sitting on the sofa and secretly holding your hand behind mum when she is watching tv .

i miss hugging you in front of the mirror and taking pictures .

i miss the ribena tht you make for me when i am thirsty .

i miss playing with cassie

i miss kissing you .

i miss kissing you in th mrt

i miss holding your hand

i miss putting my face in your hair

i miss maammammming your tummy

i miss you wipe sweat off my face

i miss looking in your eyes and whispering to you saying i love you

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i understand le , your mummy scared you like me too much then run away with me ,
then she frustrated bout this :P
just becos sheryl like rockerboy too much xD
haha yep
yep baby , everythings gonna be fine k ? one day mummy will learn to trust me more , and then i will be able to come to your hse more often , and then one day zining will find a good boy that will make her happy everyday and sheryl and zining will go out on ladies night and talk about their bfs xD and then one day me and sheryl will get married for sure :D
at ritz carlton hotel xD
and our wedding car will be lamborghini :D
and then zining will married to her boyfriend at the same day with me and sheryl xD
and albin will have a girlfriend too :D
that loves playing games as much as him xD

haha! :D

right baby ? all these will happen de ^^

I LOVEN YOU :DD baby don sad k ? everything will surely work out in the end , and rockerboy will only love you muaacks :** AND THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER ! :DD

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i tell you all uh ! Girls must knw how to da pan , must knw hw to buy nice clothes , must knw hw to put make up nice nice , must knw hw to make her hair pretty pretty , must knw hw to be sweet , must knw hw to be gentle , must knw hw to cook or bake nice cookies and cakes :D

Like my sheryl :D

Hehe , thn laogong come back will see a pretty pretty girl at home wait fer him with dinner ready ma , hehe , sweet right ? ^^

Ping yan you veh poor thing , your gf don wan le la , she everyday don't listen to you , somemore everytime give u attitude , make you angry , then everything you say , she also got something to say you back , really don keep her liao , ppl work outside already stressful enough le thn go home still see a tom boy , wht th hell man , go home must see a nice nice sweet sweet girl ma , ok ? For your own good la horh ? Lols .

Hehe , sheryl said 'be my rockerboy forever - i love u' thn draw one boyboy and one girlgirl baobao each other , baby u so sweet ! Baby ily :D

I'm going to draw sherrie , shermie , cherrie , sheila , sherry , rivee , rivey , rocky , rocket and rockie . Thn i'm going to draw mrs crane and babyboy and babygirl , thn i'm going to draw a big heart and draw me and sheryl hold hands :D thn give to sheryl to frame it up in her room wall ^^ hehe xD so silly xD

Baby ily , i'm going to treat u good good i promise ^^

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